Lately I Notice

Lately I Notice

that even
when i seem to be doing for
and taking care of others
there is a bit of guilt
that really i am doing
this for myself
the little me will say
"don't fool yourself you are only selfish
and wanting praise, love or whatever in return."
in my silence i go
and ask for relief from
what i know must be
my deceptive falsity
speaking to bring me down
from the good i seem to do
there i hear this said
"in the 'old now'
all doing for others
contained this guilt of selfishness
in the 'new now'
where you know yourself as 'ALLThatIS'
all doing is joyously-innocently done
for YOUR SELF