Saturday, September 5, 2009

I Awaken to Myself

I Awaken to Myself

and see the god i wroth
was but a picture of a sinful me
condemned by me
to live with pain and strife
a stressful life only to die
now i delete this picture
and take another
a smiling face of god
who laughs at all my foolish
attempts to fix myself
and correct my brother
now i but see my brother
as a picture of my former self
to be forgiven and thrown in trash
saving but the love
my brother has for me
and me for him
knowing we are loved without a doubt
and without rebuke
by the god of AllThatIs

michael


Ken Mallory wrote:


Psalm 39

For the director of music. For Jeduthun. A psalm of David.

1 I said, "I will watch my ways
and keep my tongue from sin;
I will put a muzzle on my mouth
as long as the wicked are in my presence."
2 But when I was silent and still,
not even saying anything good,
my anguish increased.
3 My heart grew hot within me,
and as I meditated, the fire burned;
then I spoke with my tongue:
4 "Show me, O LORD, my life's end
and the number of my days;
let me know how fleeting is my life.
5 You have made my days a mere handbreadth;
the span of my years is as nothing before you.
Each man's life is but a breath.
Selah
6 Man is a mere phantom as he goes to and fro:
He bustles about, but only in vain;
he heaps up wealth, not knowing who will get it.
7 "But now, Lord, what do I look for?
My hope is in you.
8 Save me from all my transgressions;
do not make me the scorn of fools.
9 I was silent; I would not open my mouth,
for you are the one who has done this.
10 Remove your scourge from me;
I am overcome by the blow of your hand.
11 You rebuke and discipline men for their sin;
you consume their wealth like a moth-
each man is but a breath.
Selah
12 "Hear my prayer, O LORD,
listen to my cry for help;
be not deaf to my weeping.
For I dwell with you as an alien,
a stranger, as all my fathers were.
13 Look away from me, that I may rejoice again
before I depart and am no more."

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Thank you David for your honesty.

Amen.

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