Monday, October 5, 2009

Mourning No More

Mourning No More

images of others
based on beliefs
of who they should be
to comfort and delight me
come in forms seemingly
unwanted
expectations unfulfilled
dreams of their identity
upsetting me
what to do?
what to think?
how to be?
a voice whispers by
"have these images die...
allow the love to show
the love they come
to bring...."

i comply...
now but singing...
letting old images go by...
sitting in mourning
no more
for lost expectations. ..
allowing, allowing, allowing
all to pass...
allowing, allowing, allowing
the light within each soul
to shine its godly light...
not a lamp i lit for them
thinking i could light the way
and keep the dark at bay...

michael



will you 'be' with me, dear brother?

will you 'be' in that place of such allowance
where all is viewed in perfection?

yes, you are there....'being' with all....
seeing all in perfection as it is.....

i choose to 'be' with you in this....
leaving 'wanting' and 'desiring' behind.....
leaving expectations of self and others....
and owning, blessing and releasing those expectations
that rise up in me unexpectedly in a moment.....

i hear "is that possible......to live without
wants, desires and expectations.....is it possible?"

i hear "yes, it is possible......
for i choose to be
in full allowance with you

in this moment we share the space of allowance.....
we share the eternally perfect moment.....
silence.....bliss......joy......

anne
 
i embrace all of my "expectations"
for have they not
brought me much pain???
 
when i embrace them and own them
i dissolve them into that which they are
no-thing
 
in doing so
i am given the gift
of seeing only that which i am
within all...
 
as i recognize that to be true
as i bring divine mind to
separated mind
 
i do it for all....
 
of course...
for all is me...
 
denisa

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